现在的我应该是最没有时间去计划去进取去梦想的

可我偏偏不

 

现在的状态是：每工作时间6个小时，可是乘车时间却要3个小时。。。
也不是不能改变这个状态拉，但是有些事情习惯了。。。
公车上的等待，就象押宝一样哈，等的是什么内？傻瓜，当然是位子啦~
可是经常的结果是，我从头站到尾。。。这样真的好累。。是不是我总是选不准的内
工作的地方离我以前住的地方好近哦，那里周围有偶好多朋友在，看到这片文章时开始感觉呼吸急促、肺活量明显不足、心跳个不停的你。。哈，不用怀疑，就是你拉。反正以后你家的门板就等着被偶踏烂吧~
偶现在吃的好饱哈，有点撑了，不过怎么还没胖起来呢，这个重担以后就由我父母那里转交到你手上咯。你办事，我放心，哈哈哈~ 耶？你把头转过去看什么呢？
呵呵，反正已经有人说好要请客了，真是想推也推不掉啊~ 难道又会是某人说的季节因素？那样的话，如果每年发个几次，我觉得也很不错哈~
^ ^  爱琴爱你们哦~~`

8月11日，在我的记忆中史称811。

在我前单位:益云国际贸易公司里，王鹏达把我准备去劳动仲裁的证明夺走了。

工作11个月的社会保险金没希望通过仲裁拿回来了，总经理吴小蕾说不承认我是他公司的员工，反正也没和我签过合同。

11日的上午，每一幕都深深刻在我的脑海中，如果要我忘记，除非让我忘记我是谁。

我是谁呢，呵呵，一个弱者...在体格上是,在资历上是,在策略上是...但是我绝不认为我会输给卑鄙的人.

借用我朋友的一句话:我发誓会把所有想要打击我的人踩在脚下!

Time is just counting our life from the begining to the end...Someone said that they are escaping.However, they never belong to us. Everything as the same.

What drive us to seek happiness, keen on to be loved, even longing for being remebered by the world, it's the time.

If we have the life that is never end, which enable us no longer be scared by the outside factors, who cares the money, the health, even  love.

That's the limited time cause the beautiful of our life.

Death can be seen everywhere, I just hear the bad news of one of my friend, her grandmother has passed away. She tell me when she come back to her home, she feel scare and always want to cry. It also recalling the sorrow of my memory ...

I don't know how can I express myself now, I just want to be in a group of people and pretend to be never feel the lonelyness.

Live like never death, love like never be hurt ...

None of them can be truth ... I just pretend to believe.

I really be hurtting ...

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要买PS3，NDS，32寸HDTV
要去读CCNA，MCSE，DB2
要吃满汉全席，吃泰国菜，法国菜
要笔记本电脑，要DOTHAN 3.4的
PC至少要2块830，4G内存，500G硬盘*4，2路千兆网卡......

Up to now, I have been working for 3 months and 16 days. Time escaped from my life, if only it's meaningful. I'm so lonely in the office, the Boss and the boss are on business and it's said that they will come back tonight. In fact, whether they come back it's none of my business cause the relationship between us is merely engagement and money-oriented.  (I'm sorry to say this way for that they treat me well and I can always be happy when we have lunch.) Now I feel the deepest lonelyness in the office where there is no voice except my fingers knocking the keyboard.

What I want in a job, maybe mostly the income, but as a girl like me I need the communication and contact as well. I don't want to be a robot!

I feel myself more and more old than the one this morning. Even sometimes I can't tell what I on earth doing in the office which is lack for oxygen. I want a more stimulated life and more chance to find happy in life.

I have complained so much. I hope tomorrow I won't feel this way anymore.